Yesterday is History:
How do I not dwell so much on the past? For starters, I don’t “miss” things. I’ve gotten rid of that phrase almost entirely. Can that be perceived as insensitive, rude, or completely bogus? Maybe. However, I want to reiterate these are the best practices that help me stay in the present. I believe when we say “I’ve missed you”, that there is a little bit of negativity associated with that. Not a lot, but just enough to possibly open the door for more. For example, when I’d run into someone I haven’t seen in a while, this is what I USED to say, “Yo! What’s good!?? I’ve missed you man. Where have you been!? What have you been up to!?” I started to recognize by saying that, it allowed my brain and sub consciousness to wander just in the slightest to think why we’ve gone so long without seeing each other. What have we been missing out on together or “what could have been”. Which may lead to, “Well you never reach out to me. You never invite me. TFTI.” Etc. Then that will put blame or expectations on others. It took me a while to acknowledge and be aware that those thoughts and feelings were happening subconsciously every time I’d say that. I used to think that’s how you showed someone you care about them and began to use it a lot. But in an effort to not think or feel that way and truly be in the moment and not think about “what could have been”, I worked on my thought process. I stopped thinking and speaking it, and instead replaced it with; “Yo! It’s so good to see you! I’m so glad I’m running into you right now. What a pleasant surprise! Tell me all about the great things you’ve been up to?!” I replaced my thoughts of “missing” with thoughts of “thankfulness” ( #attitudewithgratitude ). Now that I've become consistent with this mindset and action, I leave most situations feeling more upbeat, happy, and grateful that I ran into someone I hadn’t seen in a while. As opposed to the alternative, where we “jokingly” give each other the guilt trip for not making time to see each other. This slight adjustment and practice seems so minuscule, however, this kind of mental practice has organically leaked over into other aspects of my life.